Today was not a bad day, I guess you can say.
I spent around 5 hours playing with my sister on club penguin, and it was really fun. Then I spent the rest of the day drawing and I am tired right now and I feel like I can sleep today because I am tired, and not because I am depressed.
However, just like how it was before, since I started drawing again I start feeling the stress & depression that comes with drawing. Don’t get me wrong, I am having fun. It’s just that the stress that I cannot get anything right, and I seem to not be progressing.. is back. Probably better than ever right now.
I keep looking at the drawings I’ve made a while ago. And they are so much better than what I can do now tbh. Although to be fair the drawings that looked good were done because I was feeling relaxed, and not stressed out like I am right now. Sigh.
I really need to find a way to calm down.